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    Hear hear...

    [:)]
     
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    no regrets. :)
     
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    Heart megaphone still can’t work? :(
     
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    Don’t ever lie to me to protect my feelings.
     
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    That moment when I see a ticket at workplace where the player threatens to not kakin due to his own mistake
    - he mod the game and corrupted the game files
    - he used the wrong gacha banner
    - he got involved in account sharing/trading scenario

    Just because you paying for stuff doesn't mean I have to accept you breaking the game's Terms of Use
     
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    sometimes i really feel like coming back to the mushroom world




    then i remember fuck i gotta study
    dogtor ain’t coming on it’s own
    ~f18
     
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    Irl > maple
    That is something people have to understand :)
     
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    “ it gets better” when exactly ~f3
     
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    L> 9b donation @ fm cc1
     
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    I swear it seems like it was just yesterday i last spoke to you. Its been almost a year and not a day doesnt go by that i dont miss you. How angry i still feel everyday youre not here. Haunted by the many what ifs that still roll around inside my head. Still struggle to process the idea of never. Never being able to see you or hear your voice again, never being able to touch or hug you or tell you that i love you.

    Its maddening to think about

    But when i feel like the despair has finally won im reminded of our last conversation. You told me you loved me and somehow even despite being faced with your own mortality you feared not for yourself but for me and how id react if something were to happen to you. When i think about the selflessness it took to do that, Im empowered by a strength i never knew i had thanks to you. I wish i could thank you, but you were my mom, you knew what you were doing. You knew exactly how id react and i just cant help but smile when i realize how fortunate i was to have you in my life even if the time was cut short.

    Thank you and ill always Love you mom
     
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    I usually wake up at 4 pm and today I was supposed to have an appointment at 3:30 pm and so naturally I woke up an hour early in order to prepare.. only to wake up, get naked, hop in the shower and then boom! no water! I could feel my blood starting to boil as I had been debating whether or not I should just shower before sleeping and then I got all lazy "naaaah I'll just do it when I wake up".

    Don't procrastinate, people..
     
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    == have to start from scratch...
    Slowly ba
     
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    Two lines often referring to pregnancy signs afaik, but now two lines only show results about covid
    Positive is a nice word, however Im just feel scary of the word "positive" now ~f4
     
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    I’m done w/ people that put me last, or don’t prioritize me like they do others..Cya
     
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    I really hate insomnia :(
     
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    To ask is a moment's shame, not to ask, a
    lifetime's
    They also say that to answer is a moment's
    smug-ness, not to answer, a lifetime
     
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    and now you're banned.. that didn't last long lol
     
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    gonna go get my eyes checked cause idk what i saw in you :admindab:
     
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    It's been over a month since the last time I posted a poem here.
    I've been struggling every fucking day.
    I'm stuck with the same feelings, thoughts & heartache.
    I swear there hasn't been a single day I haven't cried ever since.
    It's been too long for me, and I really can't stand it anymore.

    I keep waking up at 4 a.m.
    I'm not sleeping well, I'm not resting.
    I wake up drenched in tears every time I open my eyes and it's still dark and I'm alone in bed.

    I'm afraid of sleeping now.
    I'm afraid of waking up.
    I'm afraid of going out.
    I'm afraid of people.
    I'm frightened by life again.

    Everything around me is a trigger that reminds me of you.
    We lived together, we made so much life together.
    You became my reason. My purpose and my muse.

    From pancakes to a toothbrush.
    From flowers to roads.
    From numbers to clothes.
    From intimacy to musical notes.

    The cold reminds me of you.
    Everything around me has your color.
    And it's wrecking me.

    I fucking despise drugs. I won't ever hold nor light up a cigarette, joint, etc.
    but I must confess I've been taking xanax for a couple weeks.
    and I can't even keep up with myself under it's effects.

    I can't stop crying when I try to sleep. when I wake up.
    when I eat. when I walk out alone to buy bread.
    when driving. when playing music.
    when I look myself in the mirror.

    anytime, anywhere.
    it just sprouts.
    softly hard.
    hardly soft.

    I got a new job and lost it after 4 days due to my anxiety and uncontrollable sadness.
    My psychiatrist put me a new anti depressant which I'm starting today.
    and I feel like a fucking loser, slowly fading. un-blooming.

    I'm so sorry for my parents and friends who have been trying to cheer me up.
    I'm very fucking sorry for worrying everyone around me.
    I'm sorry with myself, Javier.

    I gave you everything.
    I gave up on everthing for you.
    I'm feeling worthless, and I'm giving up on myself now.

    strange how the arms sting, when you're left holding nothing.
     
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